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Today's morning i was really happy but by the noon i became really sad but now i'm happy again. I actually love being happy so much but mostly i'm happy only when i post here and in real life i'm quite always seem sad :/ But it doesn't actually bother me because now i never feel as sad as this autumn.

Step by step, i'm returning back to writing. I kinda skipped chapter two pf my novel and now i'm half-way through chapter three and i think i'm doing great.

Recently i didn't do anything creative because i didn't feel like it. But instead of being sad about it i tryed to dedicate more time to my lessons so i studied alot this week and i'm not gonna stop even tho i'm gonna be back to art. To be honest, i love studying, there's so much things i want to know. I think learning german would be cool but now i need to make an effort to become better in other things what currently are more important for me and will impact my future.

Maybe in a couple of weeks i'll tend to write here about some more travels of mine! I hope it'll happen. Maybe i'll also made a post about some new food i've tried, recently and in general. I've noticed, every time i'm upset i start thinking i want to do home but in fact i really reaaly do not